Mestinya aku harus lebih banyak bersimpuh di sajadah itu ya,Tuhanku!
Posted 18 Maret 2012
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Jangan lagi bilang kalau aku tidak pernah menyebut namaMu ya,Tuhanku. Jangan! dalam rangka apapun. Dalam untaian kisah apapun dan juga dalam semesta warna perasaaan apapun yang ku alami di hatiku ini selalu saja aku menyebut namaMu. Hanya namaMu ya, Robbi. Hanya sejuknya rindu dendam yang tidak pernah menyulitkan nafasku dan sempurnanya doa ku tuk menyebut namaMu. Dalam rentang malam yang tengah bermain dengan perasaan pekatnya aku masih di sini, di hamparan sajadah panjang. Ku yakin ku dapat merajut anyaman ke ikhlasan ku untuk besentuhan dengan dalil dalil kebaikkanMu dalam kearibahaan sujudku telah ku buka semua topeng topeng yang selama ini aku pakai, coba dimana lagi akan Kau hindakan tempat tuk aku bersembunyi. TIdak ada! Tidak ada tempat yang bisa menelanjangi dengan kesucian kasihMu yaTuhanku.
Dan jangan katakan telah Kau rubah warna dari semburan lahar deritaku dengan deritaMu yang lainnya Tuhanku. Telah terlalu lama bergelimangan lumpur itu ku cium wanginya. Telah ku basahi tubuhku dengan air anyelir yang panas membara.Telah ku langkahi mayat mayat jiwaku yang telah terendam kepasrahan yg tak berujung. Masihkan kau ingin merubahnya, Tuhanku. Telah habis persediaan airmata ini ku tumpahkan dalam kolam jiwaku yang paling terdalam, airmata itu Tuhan, airmata yang penuh dengan ketidak berdayaan. Jika Engkau hendak membaptis jiwaku dengan anyaman anyaman tali indah ke ridhoanMu, baptislah semua ketelanjangan jiwa ini dikeranakan sudah tak menemukan pakaian yang benar benar seindah warna surgaMu. Ku masih tetap merinduMu. MerinduMu.
Tuhan yang Maha Bijaksana dan Penyayang
Ku ubah di jantungku telah di selingi lukisan asmaMu, dan kerangka di tubuhku telah di hiasi warna kasihMu tetapi aku tetap tak menemukan jalan kebaikan yang benat benar baik,Tuhan. Aku lalaikah? atau aku terlalu banyak mengunyah makanan makanan penuh dusta hingga lidah ini begitu menikmati sajian dari hidangan sang penjilat. Aku masih merindukan teguranMu ya Alloh ya Robbi. Meski tanah ini masih penuh dengan lumpur penderitaan. Meski hidangan yang ku makan masih penuh minyak kenistaan, meski pakaian yang kupakai berhiaskan motif motif kebohongan aku akan berusaha sepenuh hati untuk tetap bersimpuh di sajadah kebaikanMu. Ajari sekali lagi hambaMu ini dengan penerimaan keikhlasan dan kesabaranMu ya, Robbi.
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83 Tanggapan to "Mestinya aku harus lebih banyak bersimpuh di sajadah itu ya,Tuhanku!"
Beuh, tulisanya bikin merinding bro….. aku paling ga bisa nulis tentang ketuhanan, baru tangan menempel ke kertas udah gemetaran dibuatnya….
Indah banget bahasa kalbunya 🙂
Mestinya memang harus lebih banyak….
hmmm…ini baru gaya blue banget. desperate, bro ?
hanya perlu perenungan yg lebih dalam kok. dari situ akan ada pencerahan.
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Subhanallah… 🙂
Tulisannya indah sekali….
hmmmm …. keinget monolog 1/3 akhir malam
subhanallah….
Dunia sastra Indonesia harusnya bersyukur banget nih dengan era ‘Blogging’ saat ini.. penulis – penulis yang sarat potensial banyak sekali bermunculan dan menuangkan tulisan – tulisan hebat di media ini…
Hmm… salut untuk anda… Sang pemilik BLOG yang istimewa… ^_^
Ya…dengan judul saja sudah cukup. Kadang pura2 sibuk nggak bisa shalat.
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Asalam Mualaikum
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suhanallah…
Religius bgt Blue…
I like…
Mudah2an kita selalu diberi keikhlasan, kesabaran dan selalu mendapat yg terbaik.
Sukses!
blue…
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